Hello World… 2.0

Dear World,

My name is Meagan, and I’m a people pleaser. I always have been and I think I’ve finally realized just how much that has hurt me in life. I don’t do anything, or almost anything, without getting some sort of “okay” from someone else.

I don’t talk about controversial or inappropriate things, I don’t follow my own style, I try to go with the flow of everyone else. I am a trained chameleon. I am very, very good at being a chameleon. Most people would describe me as quiet. Now, I have a lot of opinions, in fact my mind is a very loud place to be, there’s hardly ever any silence in there.

Now that it’s a new year, I’m going to be very cliche and reintroduce myself because “new year, new me” ya know?

Recently I died my hair lavender and chopped off about six inches, it’s now shoulder length and I love it. People look at me weird and honestly I don’t even care anymore. I’ve wanted to do this for years.

My blog has often been neglected for months at a time and a big reason for that is because I feel like I have to blog about certain things. Now though, I really want to dedicate my blog to things that I want to talk about. If I post two book reviews in a row, so be it. If there aren’t any pictures, so be it. If I want to be pessimistic, SO BE IT.

So hello world, again. I hope that my blog is a thing you’d like to read. I’m sure with all of my interests you’ll find something to read!

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Currently…

Reading… My religion textbook. Attempting to work ahead because I have a few very busy weeks ahead of me before I get a break for spring break.

Listening… THE HAMILTON SOUNDTRACK. It’s amazing, just take my word for it, you won’t regret it. A musical about Alexander Hamilton, I may be a history geek but I think anyone could get to love the music, it’s so catchy!

Feeling… Tired yet wide awake. I’m writing this on Friday night in order to get some posts prepared so I can get back into the swing of blogging and I’ve had so much caffeine today but my soul is tired. I need some time to relax and not think about anything but that is a long ways off.

Drinking… Water. I’ve made it a goal of mine starting this week that I want to drink at least 64 oz. of water every single day. So far I’ve done it every day but today I fell behind. I still have another 32 ounces to go and it’s currently almost 8 pm. I’ll get it done, though, even if I have to chug a bunch of water before I go to sleep.

Eating… Not eating anything, but I’m tempted to make myself a bag of popcorn to snack on while I blog and do homework.

Watching… When I have a spare 20 minutes (hahahaha what a joke) I’ve been watching Fuller House. 

Thankful for… Technology and the ability to keep in touch with my best friend, boyfriend, and family even though I’m hundreds of miles away from them.

There’s a  little look into my life at the moment. Busy with school and consumed with coffee and papers and work. Trying to put in the effort to be more mindful. Drinking more water, taking vitamins every day, sleeping at least eight hours a night, and journaling on a regular basis.

I hope you all have a great day, I’ll talk to you next time.

Sincerely,

Meagan