I was provided a copy of If Only by Melanie Murphy from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
So I’ll start off by saying that this post will contain spoilers. If you want to read my (short) spoiler free review you can check it out at this link on my Goodreads. I rated it 2/5 stars. I would recommend this book to people who like slow burn romances, the realness of someone who doesn’t have their entire life together, a little magic, and a lot of lessons.
NOW ENTERING THE SPOILER ZONE
This book is about a woman who is turning 30 and has come to a rather low point in her life. She’s working in a cafe and has just broken off an engagement (cancelled the entire wedding too). Then she is given a family heirloom by her grandmother that gives her the chance to live an alternate day in her life “if only” she had made a different decision in her past.
Things I liked about this book:
Oh I really appreciated the relationship that Erin had with her grandmother and it absolutely broke my heart when she passed away. I mean I saw it coming from a mile away, the entire plot was really predictable, but it was still really sad. I do wish, however, that the author would’ve expanded upon the relationships that Erin had with her family. It just all seemed so surface.
I liked it when Erin was actually self aware about things that she saw in her “other lives” or in her own current life.
Her friendships were sweet, I liked that she had people there that truly cared about her and weren’t afraid to be there for her. Reid was endearing and unique and I really liked how loving Rachel was, she truly had a good heart.
And honestly that’s about all that I liked about the book…
Erin was so obsessive over the men in this book. It genuinely made me uncomfortable. She couldn’t get over Owen even though I know that she knew he wouldn’t ever stop being a playboy. He was not the type of person that would change his ways for someone. And she truly strung Dan along for far too long. Like I understood that he was what she was comfortable with but she needed to move on and just accept that it wasn’t meant to be, I mean that’s why she broke off the engagement in the first place! There were more than a few moments when I just wanted to smack her through the pages.
I truly think that the family aspect of this book was underdeveloped, as was Erin’s career. It was kind of sad to read about this woman who had seemingly no ambition for the majority of the story. I feel like it could’ve been a much more fulfilling story if she had spent time trying to turn her personal life around just as much as she was trying to turn her romantic life around. With how slow moving the romance was, the rest of the plot could’ve been filled with a lot more substantial stuff.
Overall, I think that I was just not the type of person to love this story. It felt like it dragged on, though I read it really quickly. I feel like there was just a whole lot of story that got overlooked because Erin needed to obsess over guys that wouldn’t give two thoughts about her. This had a lot of potential and it just didn’t do it for me unfortunately.
So, again, 2/5 stars. Not a horrible book but not one that I’d ever think to pick up for a second time. If you’ve read this or plan to read it, let me know what you think! I’d love to hear other people’s thoughts about it!