Today I Feel… Lonely

2015-10-04 07.02.00

Have you ever felt that gut wrenching, heart breaking feeling of complete and utter loneliness?

That’s exactly what I’m feeling right now.

Some days life gets really hard. When even opening your eyes seems like a very bad idea, and yet we still get up and go about our lives every single day.

Being lonely is easy for me. It’s a habit that’s built up over 19 years. It’s my normal and yet sometimes it still hits me, just how hard it is to really be alone.

Just made a playlist comprised of the 88 happiest songs that I own (which about halfway through I was rudely interrupted by the fire alarm….. but that’s a story for a different day) and I plan on listening to it all day tomorrow when I’m cleaning and working through my two Post-It note long To-Do list.

I hope you’re all having a great Friday night. I actually put “write blog posts” on my To-Do list so I promise some new ones are coming.

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